thoughts

16/ September/08Life is up to something…something really decisive and significant…ma gut feel says that…cannot figure out what it may be…What I can see is, life has thrown me now at a different place for something very unusual and challenging…life here in Panchi is too slow…things are so simple…Catastrophic change for me…from ma tinsel town hot and happening Mumbai to this lonely heaven…I miss ma fast life…I miss ma friends…ma family…ma love the SGNP…May be Mother Nature wants me to play a role in her scheme of things that she has decided for me…may be I need to accept it now…

19/June/ 08:Cannot identify what I am right now that precisely…mammoth confusion …a clutter…Clouds that would need mountains of courage and struggle to obtain clarity and eliminate ambiguity…don’t know what I wud achieve…perform or perish??…unable to discern where this trail leads me…Cannot envisage how triumph is like…I am still to buy the taste, tang and flavor of it…Have acquired a number of passions from past few years in living…photography…Wildlife…filmmaking…not even close to being even an amateur in any of these…I am still learning…Trying to slice a method and approach…wish to create a niche … May be 10 years down the line…if u subsist… and even I live to tell the tale…I would after that be capable to affirm things I am actually into…Life is just a mesmerizing expedition as far as contemporary times are concerned…

05/June/08:"Life is not definiable...it alters its face every so often…just only some days in the past, I felt my subsistence on earth was going nowhere…now I sense I am precise awake on track…may be few days down, LIFE may stump me again…